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Absolution

Published October 16, 2015 Reflections 4 Comments

“The last thing Edward did was bring in the groceries from the car. I saw the perspiration rolling off his forehead and I heard him moan, but he didn’t stop to rest. I should have told him to come inside and sit down for a while. The next morning, he was gone”, an eighty-two year old widow said to me the other day in a voice filled with the pain of a secret guilt she had harbored for almost a year.

I stretched my hands out toward her and she put her thin, arthritic hands in mine. I held them gently, careful not to squeeze so hard that I might cause her pain.

“Oh, Mary”, I said, “Edward had hardening of the arteries everywhere in his body. He could have had a heart attack many, many years ago if you hadn’t gotten him to quit smoking when you did twenty years ago.”

Her hands returned my gentle squeeze and she smiled faintly as the tears streamed down her furrowed cheeks.

Today, as I familiarized myself with the medical history of a delightful little preschooler, her forty-something mother blamed herself for the little girl’s speech delays. “With my husband’s first losing his job when the mill closed, and then having a stroke less than a year after that, I just wasn’t there for Hayley to nurture her the way I should have”, she said as her eyes turned red and her voice grew faint.

“Look at this wonderful little girl”, I said. “See how she waits for her turn to speak and see how engaging she is with Autumn and me, even though she’s never been to our office before. She exudes a sort of gentle confidence that comes from being loved and cared for. It seems to me you have done a wonderful job with her, in spite of all the challenges you’ve had to deal with.”

“Thank you”, she whispered as she bit her lip, turned her head toward the ceiling and closed her eyes.

I am often reminded of the power of a physician’s words and the role our patients put us in of advisers in matters that go beyond diagnosing and treating illness.

A doctor, as the word “docere” was originally used, is a scholar and teacher, and the office we hold in the conscious or subconscious minds of many patients is like that of a priest or a judge.

We need to be aware of how a single, careless word or even our body language can hurt or undermine a patient’s hope or confidence. And we need to use our words and the authority some of our patients grant us as a kind of surgical instrument that can cut away festering doubts, fears or guilt. We have the power to ease suffering by wisely accepting and judiciously exercising that power. It is our responsibility to use it when that is what our patients need.

The Legend of the Avoidable Hospital Readmission

Published October 3, 2015 Medical History 1 Comment

A long, long time ago, hospitals existed to admit patients when they were sick, treat them with medicines or surgery and good nursing care, and discharge them after they became well.

Hospital care was at one time a charity, which evolved into a nonprofit service, before it became a Very Big Business.

In olden days, nonprofit hospitals charged patients straightforward fees for their services. Then, when you were just a young whippersnapper or perhaps merely a gleam in your father’s eyes, Medicare and Big Insurance started collecting premiums from workers and dole it out to hospitals when the workers or retirees needed hospital care.

At that point, hospital fees became confusing. The people who received care didn’t see what the charges were, and the payers didn’t really know how much care was medically necessary or even actually delivered by the increasingly profit-driven hospitals, let alone how much it cost to provide those services.

Insurers demanded deep discounts, and hospitals raised charges. Billing became more and more convoluted and required more hospital documentation and more business staff at both the hospitals and the insurers.

When an aspirin became as expensive as a four course meal and an overnight hospital stay became more expensive than the monthly lease payment for a Bentley, Medicare thought they had figured out a way to outsmart the hospitals: They started paying a flat rate for each hospital stay, based on the diagnosis. Suddenly, the hospitals were penalized if patients stayed longer or required more procedures or more aspirins than the average case.

That’s when patients no longer got to stay until they were well. People were discharged home at five o’clock on Friday afternoons, only partway cleared of their symptoms, with promises of a visiting nurse the following week and instructions to call their family doctor first thing Monday morning for an appointment.

A few years went by, and Medicare realized patients often ended up back in the hospital shortly after their discharge. Hospitals, of course, got to bill twice for each such episode and Medicare was obligated to pay the hospitals twice – not what they had expected would happen.

Medicare’s next move came swiftly: They didn’t retreat and say “we were wrong, keep patients in the hospital until they are well enough to go home”. Instead, they announced they would penalize hospitals if patients with certain hot button diagnoses got readmitted within thirty days of discharge.

This was an ingenious move on Medicare’s part. They are now imposing this penalty not just for patients who were sent home before they were stable, but also for patients who have severe chronic or near-terminal illnesses. For these patients, even the best possible prognosis is multiple admissions or a lengthy stay until they die. Medicare is now forcing the hospitals to spend more money than they receive during each such hospitalization, and, through the penalties, Medicare is giving itself a rebate every time one of these chronically ill patients gets readmitted appropriately, weeks after any shortcomings in the initial care would have been compensated for by the follow-up care or the passage of time.

Today, Medicare is looking outside the hospital wards for a happy ending to this situation. They are starting to spend money (presumably the money they are taking away from the hospitals) paying primary care practices for reaching out to patients immediately after they come home from the hospital in order to identify gaps in care and plan for follow-up visits. We are now becoming more and more involved with the social and economic barriers to health.

So the legend continues to evolve. But, like all legends, it is only partly true: Hospital care doesn’t cure everyone or everything. Primary care practices and their new partners – Community Care Teams and all the other agencies they network with – can only do so much to help patients overcome the obstacles that our society as a whole cannot remedy. And as primary care practices shoulder more and more chronic disease management responsibilities, even with some extra money thrown in, will we be able to also provide the timely urgent medical care our patients need in order to stay out of the Emergency Department and the hospital?

A Black Hole

Published September 19, 2015 Progress Notes 1 Comment

Theresa arrived in a cloud of noise and commotion.

She had called after four o’clock the day before, but I hadn’t noticed the new message in my electronic inbox before I left the clinic.

Her almost brand new alprazolam bottle and her pain pills were missing, and Theresa was reeling. As she walked down the hall to the exam room, I heard her explain to Autumn how she had been to Walmart and a couple of other stores, slinging her big handbag over her shoulder, opening it to pull out her wallet, stuff receipts and her reading glasses away and fumble for her asthma inhaler.

In my exam room she repeated her story and demonstrated how she had held the bag open, pulled things out of it and then put them back in, and then realizing that her two pill bottles were missing. She proceeded to also show me how she rummaged around for the pill bottles and even emptied the large, brown bag with its purple lining.

In a loud voice and with oversized gestures, she replayed every conversation she had had about her missing pill bottles with store clerks, her girlfriend and her pharmacist in the last thirty six hours.

I sighed. Theresa had a small amount of pain pills on hand, which she could safely go without, but she was one of those patients who had seemed stable and truly helped by her long-term alprazolam. This was endorsed for selected patients at the psychopharmacology courses I had attended in Boston many years ago, but it has now fallen out of fashion.

“Well, Theresa, you know these controlled substance agreements you’ve had to sign always say that lost or stolen medications will not be replaced”, I said.

“But this has never happened to me before.” Her voice was as shaky as her large, bony hands. “I’ve been on alprazolam for years, what happens if I stop it suddenly? I took my last pill last night, one I had saved in my nightstand.”

“You’re right. Stopping alprazolam suddenly can actually be risky”, I agreed. “Here’s what I can do: I can give you half your usual dose, in weekly refills that you will have to pay for yourself, and I’ll see you back every Wednesday until your next regular prescription is due. Then we can assess how you’re doing.”

“Okay.”

I entered the new dose in the computer and clicked with my trackball on the “print” button. I doubted that Theresa was trying to scam me with diversion or addiction, but rules were rules. Obviously, I didn’t want risk withdrawal seizures.

Later that night I thought about Theresa again. I couldn’t completely ignore a slight shade of doubt. Was she becoming addicted or irresponsible with her medication? A mental black hole lay open but I resisted falling into it.

The next day, I heard Theresa’s resonant voice again, talking with Autumn somewhere down the hall. A short while later, Autumn appeared at my door. In her hand she held three pill bottles.

“Remember Theresa’s missing pill bottles?”

Without waiting for my answer, she continued:

“Well she was just here with that big handbag of hers. She lost her cell phone last night, so she emptied out her whole bag again and found a five inch hole in the lining. There, between the lining and the outer shell, was her cell phone, her two pill bottles and one of her spare pairs of reading glasses!”

The black hole was real, I thought, not in my mind, but in that big handbag of hers.

A Very Careful Driver

Published July 18, 2015 Progress Notes 12 Comments

“I don’t know why Dr Brown took my license away”, the 92-year old man said. He was visibly shaking with anger. “I’ve been driving since I was a young boy, and I could find my way to California without a map”.

My associate, Dr. Wilford Brown, had sent in a State Driver Profile a few months ago, and made reference to an attached letter by a family member, which in his words would be “very damning, if true”. Apparently, the Department of Motor Vehicles had thought so too, as the elderly man explained their action through clenched jaws.

“I called them up, and they said that if you wrote to them, they would give me my license back”.

“They did, huh…” I said, while mousing and clicking my way back and forth in the documents section of the electronic medical record in search of the damning letter. I could not find it.

“How could Dr. Brown say that I’m not a good driver? What does he know about that?” The man raised his trembling hand and pointed in the general direction of Dr. Brown’s office.

“He says I have memory problems. My memory is excellent. I remember everything!”

I looked at his problem list, where “Dementia” was the first diagnosis.

“Maybe someone contacted the DMV about your driving”, I said cautiously, thinking I wouldn’t want to cause conflict or mistrust in the family by revealing everything I knew about the letter. “Maybe someone didn’t like the way you drive”, I tried, wondering if perhaps the missing letter might have been inaccurate or exaggerated.

I looked at his birth date on the computer screen and did a quick search in my memory bank about old cars.

They were still making Model T Fords when he was a little boy. Maybe he even learned to drive in one. I pictured traffic around here in those days, and my mind suddenly switched to the tourist traffic on Route One every summer weekend.

“My memory is excellent”, Mr. Gordon said again.

“Well, it’s not just memory, it’s eyesight, hearing, reaction time, judgement and reflexes”, I started.

“I am a very careful driver”, he interrupted. “When I come to an intersection, I stop, even if the light is green, and I look both ways before I go”.

As in a movie flashback, I saw him as a young boy, sitting next to his father, honking a rubber and brass horn and proudly maneuvering a Model T on an empty country road, surrounded only by cow pastures and potato fields.

“Well, Mr. Gordon”, I began. I knew what I had to do.

“And Stay Away From Doctors”

Published April 13, 2015 Progress Notes 2 Comments

Earnest Tipp was very overdue for his blood pressure follow-up. Almost a year and a half overdue, as a matter of fact. The last few times I had refilled his medications, I had added “needs follow up” to the signum on his scripts.

The other day I finally saw him in my schedule. I thought about him all morning. A tall, muscular 90-year old widower with an appetite for golf and fine food, he always exuded contentment and gratitude over his good health.

After Autumn had checked him in, I looked at his vital signs screen. His weight was stable and his blood pressure was still well controlled.

“He’ll tell you why he didn’t come back sooner”, she said. “And he’s pretty smug about it, because you had joked with him about staying away from doctors!”

I remembered. Somehow, the topic of health screenings and medicalizing common ailments had come up and I had jokingly, as I often do, said “and stay away from doctors“.

As I entered the exam room, Earnest told the story of how he had taken my advise seriously and stayed away from all doctors, including me.

It didn’t take long to establish that Earnest seemed to be in good health, and, at age 90, how you seem to be is generally all that matters. No screening tests are indicated at that age, even whether and how to treat many diseases and risk factors for disease is usually controversial in that age group.

I remember the nephrologist I send my toughest hypertension patients to sometimes points out how little we actually know about treating people over 80 years old. That is even more true when it comes to 90-year-olds.

The other thing I remembered about my previous visit with Earnest was how he had told me he was about to have lunch with his prom date from seventy years ago. I asked him if he was still seeing her.

“Yes, we see each other almost every week”, he smiled.

I renewed his prescriptions and asked him to come back in a year. “Keep your good diet, play lots of golf this summer, enjoy your prom date…”

“And stay away from doctors”, he interrupted.

“Yes, by all means”, I answered. He stood up and offered a firm handshake. I have nothing to teach this man, I thought to myself.

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